For type 1 Bipolars, this or some close variation ...

For type 1 Bipolars, this or some close variation of it, is very common. Interestingly, I'm not in any way religious. Nor are many others who go through it.

This is actually a shortened version of the story for Instagram.

The experience is hard to explain. As far as my mind and body are concerned, it happened. I liturally live with the trauma and I'm haunted by the memories of it.

When we relive a memory, we relive the emotions of it. Even though I realise that none of it actually happened. I can remember it as if I did. Weird!

This delusion was a creeper. First I felt anger because of the madness in the world we live in. The lack of world peace.

Then I felt like king Kong, invisible. Somehow evolved past all other humans on the planet. I felt my mission in life was to lift the spirits of others. My focus was making people smile and laugh at their troubles. So that's what I did for some a period. Couldn't tell anyone though.

Then I got it in my head that a modern day bible wanted to come through me. One to unite everyone and bring harmony to the entire world. Then I obsessed over writing it. All day, everyday. Every word felt perfect.

Then I became convinced that the church was after me and what I had written. That's the point it went dark. Everywhere I went, they were following and watching me. I was on high alert constantly, so I didn't miss them. I was sure they were going to grab me in a van and make me disappear.

Up until then it was quite accelerating. Almost a disappointment when I came back into everyone else's dimension.

That important bible I was being hunted down for was completely nonsensical BTW. Felt at one with the universe when I was writing it though :):
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