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For type 1 Bipolars, this or some close variation ...

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through a Sometimes nea believing that I'm the he and modern day Jesus. @RIDINGBIPOLAR
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for a couple of images. Checkout the caption. @ridingbipolar
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studied all the strategies | could, to help manage the condition. | read lots and went to psycho educational groups. Any knowledge | could get my hands on. It was clear that my current way wasn't working. @ridingbipolar
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video series presenting the best of what I've learnt. | want to take you to the darkest sides of Bipolar and back again. Basically what I'd say to my younger self on discharge from hospital. Try and speed up the road to recovery. @ridingbipolar
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For type 1 Bipolars, this or some close variation of it, is very common. Interestingly, I'm not in any way religious. Nor are many others who go through it.

This is actually a shortened version of the story for Instagram.

The experience is hard to explain. As far as my mind and body are concerned, it happened. I liturally live with the trauma and I'm haunted by the memories of it.

When we relive a memory, we relive the emotions of it. Even though I realise that none of it actually happened. I can remember it as if I did. Weird!

This delusion was a creeper. First I felt anger because of the madness in the world we live in. The lack of world peace.

Then I felt like king Kong, invisible. Somehow evolved past all other humans on the planet. I felt my mission in life was to lift the spirits of others. My focus was making people smile and laugh at their troubles. So that's what I did for some a period. Couldn't tell anyone though.

Then I got it in my head that a modern day bible wanted to come through me. One to unite everyone and bring harmony to the entire world. Then I obsessed over writing it. All day, everyday. Every word felt perfect.

Then I became convinced that the church was after me and what I had written. That's the point it went dark. Everywhere I went, they were following and watching me. I was on high alert constantly, so I didn't miss them. I was sure they were going to grab me in a van and make me disappear.

Up until then it was quite accelerating. Almost a disappointment when I came back into everyone else's dimension.

That important bible I was being hunted down for was completely nonsensical BTW. Felt at one with the universe when I was writing it though :):
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